i should have waited

i should have waited.
look where i am today?
i am here but i am of no significance
i am present but of no use.

i should have been faithful.
look who i am with?
i am not without accolades but i am very lonely
i am singing to my most cheerful voice when in fact i am dry within.

i am doomed.
look at me now!
do you still recognize who am i?
do you know i am bleeding! help!

i should have waited!